Dolce Vita

11/9/11

2011-09-11T19:10:00.003+08:00

Just when you know life is just too short for you to be worried over trivia issues, how suck your life is, how regretful and remorseful of what you've done, you just can't find the time to do all the things that you wanted to do all these while.

I want to go out and get involved with the societies, join some church groups activities, get involved in more voluntary work, approach and deal with everyday-pressurizing matter, deal with the challenges, it maybe hard and frustrating sometimes, though, the outcome and the experience are extremely rewarding. C'mon, where the hell can you earn these shits by studying every single day??? And yes, University is a massive hindrance for me to do all these things. I really want to defer my course and do all the things that I've mentioned, but life doesn't goes the way you want. You've got to consider this and that, you've gotta get permission from parents, you've to hear grandma stories - Don't waste your time doing all these, you can do it while you're studying along the way. Yeah right, how true is that. That can be true if getting a Pass for all of my subject is fine for both parties, and can still at least get a decent job after i graduate.

Gah, I've got to even study on the coming mid semester break because of those stupid mid semester tests being held after the break. This is ludicrous!

I should be studying for Biochemistry mid semester test on tmr, but nah, just wanna rant a little bit to express my heart-felt-frustration.

Ciao!

p/s: I havent been blogging much, do i ?

Beginning of Semester 2, 2011

2011-07-23T22:24:00.005+08:00

1. Alright, so I spent almost 5 hours on the internet searching for non-profit-volunteering organizations because I want to make some changes to my life, but also to others' life. After hours of research and deep consideration, i've signed up myself as a volunteer to a organization called Make-A-Wish. I think this Org is kinda cool and amazingly inspiring. Only kids between age of 3 to 18 with life threatening medical condition are eligible to ''apply a wish''. They will do their utmost to make their wish happen. Don't you think this is cool? Granting their desire and make their wish comes true, make a smile on their face and make them happy.

2. I Made an appointment with Australian Red Cross on 18th of october for blood donation. Contributing some of my blood and hopefully it could save some who are in dire need of it.

3. Filled my free time with heaps of seminar and workshop to gain some knowledge on how to write a brilliant resume and cover letter, how to respond and react in interviews, what are they looking for at each candidates and etc.

4. Trying to schedule myself for First Aid Course as it is an essential need to get into Medicine. Most probably will get this course done during semester break or at this year end.

5. Other than that, I gotta start reading and improve my english proficiency so that i can achieve good grades for IELTS, and again, it's essential to get into Medicine and also for applying PR. If i'm going to take IELTS at Australia, it's going to cost me AUD 350 ~ RM 1050 (rough conversion); whilst it's going to cost me RM550 if im taking it back at Msia.

6. Oh yeah, and I almost forgot, I need to pay AUD 374 for GAMSAT. A doctor admission test, and not everyone, well, almost 75% of the candidates who took the test didnt get a GOOD RANK. And I'm only saying GOOD, not excellent. You gotta vomit out another AUD 374 to take the test if your rank is unpleasant and insufficient to get you into Medicine.

Well, that's all for today. Heading off to bed soon and I will keep you guys updated.

P/s: Will be updating my blog more regularly.

Movies Arriving the "Scene"-ima

2011-04-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

1. Pirates of The Carribean, On Strangers Tide : 19th May 2011

2. X Men : First Class : 2nd June 2011

3. Green Lantern : 16th June 2011

4. The Cars 2: 23rd June 2011

5. KungFu Panda 2 : 23rd June 2011

6. Transformer 3 : 30th June 2011

7. Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows Part 2 : 13th July 2011

8. Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 1 : 17th November 2011

9. Apollo 18 : 12th January 2012

Hah?

2011-04-22T09:21:00.002+08:00

People deems my tolerance is too nice

Maybe I am

Should I make it to I WAS?

Maybe I should

Why should I care how others would look at me

BOOOOOOOOM

This time, you're "dead" for sure

Some Pathogens caused me nuisance

2011-04-12T22:06:00.004+08:00

Alright, just a short update.

Woke up yesterday in the middle of the night to pee, there was phlegm in my throat, coughed it out, saw a streak of blood in it. Wasn't sure so I coughed the phlegm out twice again. Doubts solved, there was streak of blood.

Went to see doctor today, got asked if i smoke, eat unhealthily. He said at the age of mine, he couldnt think of any possible reason for why there was streak of blood in my phlegm, unless there was a burst of vessels in my throat. Asked me not to worry too much, eat vitamin C and see how it goes, if symptoms persist only do a blood test. Okay, since he was old and looked professional. I nodded.

Have been studying insanely since 30th March until now, 13th April because of consecutive exams being held. Got another test coming on on 15th April. Couldn't get much rest nor entertainment to ease my stress and eradicate the word "lifeless" on my forehead.

Damn. Looking forward to Easter Break. But i reckon i will study during the Easter break too. Why? Because since the day i started preparing for all the test, i pretty much neglected the on-going lectures that were taught. I never bothered to do revision for it after Uni everyday, thus the accumulation of unfinished work. Feeling so unease, so displeasing.

Having a 14.8km of run this coming Sunday (17th April), a.k.a Run For The Kids. Moneys & donation will be given to the Royal Children Hospital to help those childrens, particularly age from 5 months to 10 years old, who suffer diseases or have physical difficulties. And hopefully im not sick by then. (cross fingers).

彼のメッセジ－

2011-04-08T20:16:00.003+08:00

「胸に手をあてて見る。

ドキドキ、ドキドキ。

音がある。

心臓が動いている。

嬉しい。

私は生きている。」

「生きて、ずっと生きて」

彼は言って。

Frustrated

2011-03-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

I hate myself, because everytime, when there's an exam coming up, I A-L-W-A-Y-S slack/have no mood to study at all!

Knowing my friends are panicking and studying hard for makes me feel so bad about myself. I tried to study, but starring at the same page for half an hour is seriously ridiculous!

What the hell is wrong with me !?

Thoughts of the day

2011-03-18T19:29:00.003+08:00

I haven't had fun since the Uni has started, or should I say since the day I left College

When was the last time you HAD FUN?

Daily routines are somehow fixed, it's boring, always occupied by studies.

I've given myself some breaks, but it always ended up studying because of all the workloads I have.

Seriously, how can those ppl out there can have so much of fun?

Hav something to say just before I head to bed

2011-03-15T20:05:00.002+08:00

1. Seriously need some B-A-L-A-N-C-E in my life

2. Needa get myself to a higher level, shouldn't despise my capability too much. Even if I'm really suck and incapable of doing things, I should learn it on the spot. Hey. Nothing's easy in life.

3. Aim higher, but don't let stress overwhelm you, because S-T-R-E-S-S will bite you back!

Night.

Clutter My Wall Up

2011-03-04T19:38:00.002+08:00

Have the urge to clutter my wall with all the motivating, inspiring quotes to keep the driving force to study O-N.

Got to remind myself every single second when I stare at that wall. Hee.

I'm going to do that soon, just need the free time to make those quotes on cardboards/papers

p/s: I've got to concentrate and have aims.

Long Journey Ahead

2011-03-03T17:42:00.004+08:00

Here's the thing:

Degree (Overall average of 75% & above in 3 years) + GAMSAT (Doctor Admission Test with a PASS) - - -> Application for Doctor of Medicine - - -> Interview (Passed) - - -> Postgraduate - Doctor of Medicine (4 years) - - -> Internship (1 year) - - -> Resident (1+years) - - -> Registrar (4~6 years) - - -> Consultant/Surgeon/Specialist

Overwhelmed... I'm starting to feel the tension.

8 To Be Great!

2011-01-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

8 Things to be reminded to reconstruct a whole new self!

Yepi Yep Yep

2011-01-18T22:12:00.005+08:00

1st Post:

1. I think I'm not good at dealing with responsibilities.

2. I think I'm not wise enough to make judgments.

3. I think I don't think deeply about consequences after a decision has been made.

4. I think I'm a carefree and blithe guy.

5. I think I'm bad at handling personal, as in own issues.

6. I'm not good at mixing with people.

p/s: Watching movies plays an important role in helping yourself to realize what kind of person you are. I want to be better.

2nd Post:

a. I think I've injured my knee due to my stubbornness and stupidity. I'll need a long time to recuperate.

b. Too much to be revealed, too much to be unfolded. Pent-up frustration just irritates you a lot.

c. Why life just has to be that gloom when everything seems to be good and all those undesirable issues come up to you?

d. Just can't believe how selfish people can be without having a deep and serious consideration before they make up their mind? Hello! At least bear your own responsibility please, don't abnegate it.

e. It really pisses me off when people acted like it's the end of the day.

Explore The Mysterious Organ

2011-01-16T16:57:00.002+08:00

I'm spending my time reading something that we all have never been given much attention to it.

Interesting story. Thanks to Grey's Anatomy, I get to imagined the situation and how the operation is carried out on an operating table, how a sick or unfortunate brain diseased patient react and respond.

Imma loving it now!

Madness

2011-01-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

I've gone insanely fatigue, mentally and physically. I had:

4 Doughnuts

1 Pancake

1 Big Bowl of Oats with sesames and golden sweet potatoes

1 Banana

Protocol. Have myself a long beauty sleep.

p/s: Someone please kindly remind me to decide whether or not to take GAMSAT this year latest by 15th Jan 2011? Truly appreciated. Life's suck when you have to race with time.

Oh Shit

2011-01-11T18:40:00.005+08:00

I just realized I have so many things to get done for Medicine course:

1. IELTS

2. GAMSAT

3. Multi-mini Interview

4. Police Checks

5. Children Checks

6. Infectious Disease Checks

7. GPA weigh at least 75% over my 3 years

8. First Aid Certificate

On top of that, I have to practice and do more readings for essay-like question, critical thinking, humanities & social science, decision making and many more to come. But before that, I really really have to get myself ready to speak eloquently, flawless, words come one after another.

I think I have to get myself to the library this holiday to do all the preparation I can.. Haleluyah.com.

I Smell Something Foul

2011-01-11T08:38:00.008+08:00

Alright people, I know I haven't taken the initiative to blog anything, or something on my blog. Because baby, I'm a dull man that doesn't like to go anywhere, especially when everybody has gone back to Malaysia. How about asking my Aussie friends out? Yeah, we did, but c'mon, they practically grown up here. If they had known somewhere good to go, we would have started planning and get our butts out.

Well, I may seem lifeless, but hey, at least I'm doing something productive. I've managed to get some researches of mine done and am learning how to speak English fluently for I have to. Why? Because you can't successfully pass an interview without having yourself to speak a fluent English. You get interviewed for jobs, postgraduate course (Medicine), IELTS, GAMSAT and etc. On top of that, you need to have a good communication skills to ensure you to communicate efficaciously in the society. Speak eloquently, that's what I desire direly ;)

On the other hand, I just found out that I wasn't given a double (or maybe triple) pay for I had worked on New Year Eve. That's excruciatingly sad :S For those who do not know, I'm currently working at New Zealand Natural. The managers are amiable and generous though, they often offered me hot chocolate, coffee, or any soft drinks when the situation gets intense due to increased number of customers. That's something that I'm proud of, because you wouldn't be able to seek for a good employer, treating their employee well and always cares about you. I've been working hard so far, and given 5 shifts per week for now, but there are 3 shifts that aren't fixed. I only have to come to work if the temperature gets up to 28 degrees or higher. Unfortunately, it has been raining since 2 days ago. So both of my shift has already canceled. Looking forward to working on the 3rd shift.

As for my remaining time, I watch Grey's Anatomy, Pokemon, Horror Movies and Detective Conan. I'm downloading Grey's Anatomy Season 2 and Pokemon Season 10 & 11 at the moment. I must say I enjoy watching all of them, especially Grey's Anatomy. One of the awesome movies that has inspired and made me want to get involved in Medicine even more. Btw, I went out to the cinema yesterday and watched Unstoppable. I must say, it was a B-A-N-G! It got my nerves on, I was really engaged.

B-E-Y-O-N-D A-W-E-S-O-M-E

Okay. Let's stop here and wait for the next post. Signing out!

New Year Resolution

2010-12-30T23:00:00.004+08:00

1. Improve my proficiency in Eng

2. Study smarter, Concentrate better, Think better

3. Part-time Job

4. Charity & Voluntary Work

5. Blood Donation

6. Broaden my knowledge in every aspects

7. Utilize time wisely & productively

8. I've got to get rid of my laziness

p/s: I desire to be better - Self-transcendency.

Health Food

2010-12-28T20:26:00.004+08:00

Make a change to your everyday meal can make you be a healthier person

With all the different combination of health food, you can gain all the vital nutrients that you need!

Say no to cholesterol, heart attack, high blood pressure, diabetes and accumulation of uric acid!

They're guaranteed filling and there is no need to worry about being hungry in the next few hours because it can serve up to 5 people!

Not only that, you can make porridge, soya milk, red hot desserts, tofu, anything that you can think of is surely on the list!

Take good care of your health when you're young is always the right choice!

Thanks to who?

My mother
&
The awesome machine

I ♥ Every Single Bits Of You

2010-12-21T19:21:00.001+08:00

I ♥ You

Enough Said

The Truth

2010-12-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

Have you ever seen or known that there are tons of homo-sapien donning various kind of mask each and everyday?

I guess I have yet to realized the truth and the reality of the society & the world. I'm daunted, I hate looking forward to the future, sometimes it's dreadful and miserable. You may wonder why such things are happening around you.

It is also terrifying to see how many different kind of personality and behaviour a person possessed. Changes occur tremendously for their very own benefit. Sometimes you may be astounded profoundly.

Nobody is perfect in this world, though everybody says "Practice Makes Perfect". You're wrong. Practice doesn't make you perfect, you're still IMPERFECT, it's just that you won't make the same mistake, but that doesn't mean you didn't make a different kind of mistake which you've never realized before. Neither me, myself is perfect.

Someone has shown me it's appalling dark-side, someone has shown me it's admiring bright-side and I reckon I'm the unpleasant "grey"-side, just like someone that's very dear said to me. I'm literally the same.

I think I need to meditate.

Result of 2nd Sem

2010-12-04T23:21:00.003+08:00

Genetics & The Evolution Of Life - 1st Class Honour Division

Chemistry 2 - 1st Class Honour Division

Japanese 1B - 1st Class Honour Division

Mind, Brain & Behaviour 2 - 2nd class Honour Division B

Pretty surprised that the result is exactly the same as last semester. I guess I won't be having any 1st C.H.D anymore next year. Byebye H1.

And since I've decided, so, byebye Edinburgh, byebye UK.

p/s: Mum & Cousins are coming over to Melbourne from New Zealand in another 6 hours. I'm elated :)

Download List

2010-11-30T22:16:00.001+08:00

1. Pokemon All 10 Season and Movies

2.Grey's Anatomy All Season

3. Clash of the Titan

p/s: can't wait for my result to be published online...

A Good Story To Share

2010-11-28T23:26:00.003+08:00

Due to the fact that my internet data has finished using, I've been watching the TV pretty frequent recently and tonight, I deem I was lucky to have seen this movie:

" Homeless to Harvard "

For those who haven't seen this movie, I STRONGLY recommend you to watch this. It really makes me to think a lot of stuffs in my life. I know I've been fighting for long, but it seems like I didn't realize how puny it is that I've given in in every single thing, every single chance that I have had.

Downlaod it from the internet or ask around whether your friend has the video or not.

Oh you can forget about that, I've found you the link to make your life easier.

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=homeless+to+harvard&aq=f

Spend an hour to watch it, it's really really good.

p/s: It's a true story and that person is still living.

Very Apologetic

2010-11-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

Truly apologize that I haven't been updating my blog since October

Will update it A.S.A.P

Internet data has finished and thus there's a boundary for me to access to internet

I promise there'll be update(s) on 5th Dec

:)

Stay tune!

6th/7th Encounter

2010-10-18T20:03:00.004+08:00

Today I was in an elevator, on my way to my biology tutorial. There was a young, decent and fine aussie lady inside. She was going to the same floor as me.

So while we were waiting. She turned to me and said

" Hi, excuse me, sorry, do you mind if I ask you a question? I'm sorry If I'm rude to ask you this but are you a Korean? "

I said " Oh, It's alright, no worries. But apparently I'm not "

She said " Oh, I'm so sorry, haha. "

Door opened. We walked out.

" Do I look like a Korean to you? " Smiled at her

" Oh yeah, I thought you were a Korean. Because we're looking for Koreans to (forgotten what she said, but it was something related to expanding business relationship with Korea) "

" Oh I see, I'm sorry that I couldn't help you " I said

" No no no ~ Absolutely fine. Have a good day! " She said

" You too! Good luck to you. " Waved at her and walked into my lab.

- The End -

p/s: Mum, your dearest son look like a korean, hahaha!

Amid Confusion in Darkness

2010-10-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

I'm in a dire situation and in need of some incentives to reactivate my motivation for my studies. I've been slacking, doing things that are unproductive and rather do nothing than touch the stacks of notes.

Sometimes I really admire my friends which currently are studying at IMU. They complain that time is insufficient for them, books and notes are like their friends. I wonder how they manage to give in their time on studies. Well, I understand that they are more than 300 hundreds of future dentists and doctors in IMU, probably there's peer pressure among them? Maybe that's the driving force that pushes them to study all the time.

I could barely sense any peer pressure now, probably that's the factor that stops me from studying hard? Or there's a possibility that I no longer seem to care about my result due to the result I achieved last semester? Overconfident? Undoubtedly, I wish I can score 4 H1 instead of 3 H1. But it's the ohm, somehow it's like it has worn off, like a battery. I have to seek for encouragement to "recharge" it again. On the other hand, I find it difficult for me to be persistent in studying. How can those ppl at IMU have such perseverance and determination to study? The course structure for Doctor and Dentist are supremely overwhelming. Won't they feel tired of studying at some time?

Gee.. 30 days left to final exam yet I'm procrastinating as if I have no exam in the next 3 months. Even if you take away my computer, steal my mobile phone or throw away any entertaining devices of mine, I reckon I will still slack and maybe daydream. I just don't feel like doing anything..

Come on... SNAP OUT OF IT!

p/s: I'm so dead...

♥ I Love Doggy, Doggy Loves Me ♥

2010-10-05T20:31:00.004+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

◄ Timetable for Final Exam of 2010 ►

2010-10-04T14:21:00.004+08:00

Date: 09.11.2010 (Tuesday)
Subject: Genetics & Evolution of Life
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 0930 ~ 1230

Date: 10.11.2010 (Wednesday)
Subject: Chemistry 2
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 0930 ~ 1230

Date: 12.11.2010 (Friday)
Subject: Mind, Brain & Behaviour 2
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 0930 ~ 1230

Date: 18.11.2010 (Thursday)
Subject:Japanese 1B
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 1415 ~ 1615

Geek mode ON

我说：

2010-10-01T12:44:00.001+08:00

挡我者死

》：|

Why So Serious?

2010-09-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

1. So that everything you engaged is not a waste of time

2. So that everything counts and are productive

3. So that you won't regret of doing it in the first place

4. So that you're one step ahead than others

5. So that you're able to achieve what you've desire for

So start getting serious in everything you do!

Fever Throat Infection AGAIN

2010-09-21T15:07:00.006+08:00

* Edited*

Okay, I thought I was having a fever, but after having 4 capsules of Panadol and I didn't seem to feel any better, I concluded that I'm having Throat Infection again.

Went to the medical center today. The doctor asked me how do I feel. I said I'm suspecting myself having throat infection and I'm having muscle ache, headaches, throat is heating up and blah blah blah..

I was prescribed with antibiotic. KNN :S

Sowee

2010-09-20T12:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog, but seriously there's nth special to blog about & nth slip through my mind.

Probably there will be one coming soon?

Thanks for the frequent visit lah =)

Will try to put something in :)

Husky!! :D

2010-09-04T13:31:00.004+08:00

Thank God I went to Victoria Market late today

I got a chance to see this huge & awesome SIBERIAN HUSKY :D

I want a Husky too!

Please give me 1 :)

1 of The 7 Sins - Envy

2010-09-03T17:48:00.005+08:00

Seeing the locals' iris colour is really fascinating. There are yellow, light blue, navy, green & of course, asians' iris colour - black/brown

I was on the tram on that day, a local girl was standing infront of me, facing to the window. I looked at her eyes iris colour, it was light blue. When she averts her eyes away, it becomes light yellow in colour. I was deeply attracted by it.

Suddenly, she averts her eyes again and she saw me looking at her. She smiled and say "Hi". I was seized by panic and don't know what to respond. Totally boggled. Eventually, i did say "Hi", but it was so embarrassing :S

Maybe I should wear sunglasses next time before I stare at their iris colour :P

Like Finally

2010-08-29T10:13:00.003+08:00

After months of wearing Beanie/Bennie Hat & Cap...

Finally, I'm able to go to Uni without wearing them now.

Had a proper haircut this morning.

The hair of mine before being cut is horrible.

No longer have to wear Beanie/Bennie Hat & Cap when I want to go out.

See you hats after a few months later.

!ROAR!

"You Looked Like A Korean" Said Koreans

2010-08-21T18:54:00.006+08:00

Recently there were lots of Koreans upholding their religious values - Christianity and are seeking people to join their church activities and events around the streets.

They usually "tackle" their own kinds but I've encountered several attempts because they said I look like a Korean. Same goes to some postgraduate students when I was doing my research experience program.

First, they approached you by saying "Anyohaseyo". Then they nonstop babbling in Korean Language. After finished babbling, they felt awkward because I was absolutely boggled. Then they started to struggle to speak in English because they realized I'm not a Korean and they tried to explain and apologize.

P/s: I looked awesome.

Itchy Itchy Itchy

2010-08-20T12:30:00.005+08:00

Stupid Pharmacist said I got Fungal Infection and prescribe me some foam solution - Pevaryl. It cost me $19.99

During and after I applied for a week, it gets itchier and there was slightly more around the infected area. Shoulder and Waist were "infected" before I went to the Pharmacy, but now it's even worse

Went to the pharmacy today and ask if it was suppose to be like that The other pharmacist said it shouldn't be, so she prescribed me another cream - DermAid 1% Cream. It cost me $9.99

If it gets worse again, I will never seek pharmacists for advise & medicine prescription again. Issh...

What Am I?

2010-08-17T17:38:00.004+08:00

My Uni life is extremely unbalanced, the chemistry of hard-work & joy is not in equilibrium.

I desire something SPECIAL that will engrosses me. I'm eager to spend my time doing things that are really worthwhile.

I swear I will engage in part-time jobs or clubs next year. Amen.

Before signing out, things that I've found out after 4 weeks of my 2nd semester:

1. Some girls just don't know how bitchy they are.
2. Some people just like to give remarks in anything that doesn't relates to themselves.
3. If you're one of them, please lah do some self-reflection.

Fly Like An Eagle

2010-08-13T13:29:00.006+08:00

Leaving one by one.

1st. Hua Yin - Singapore (left)

2nd. Me - Australia (left)

3rd. Li Yen - United States (left)

4th Samantha - United States (soon)

Who's going to be the 5th?

& When can the 19 of us gather again?

Ahhhh. The days where the 19 of us went to AmCorp & Ipoh Chicken Rice Restaurant

They're still fresh in my memory.

p/s: And to the people who kept on asking me, your fugly Yu Fai is not coming back this year end. Amen.

Mama Will Be Proud Of Me

2010-08-06T13:14:00.007+08:00

Why?

People that sees my notes or my work will goes like this :

2 instances

Guy A: "Oh what the hell!? Is that your work!? Dude, you must be joking"
Guy B: "Man, I have wished I have those kind of handwriting. F*** Science dude, you should engage in graffiti."

Girl A: "Oh my gosh! Is that your handwriting? It's like printed!"
Girl B: "Is that your handwriting?? You beat the hell out of me Ryan, yes you did"

p/s: Even my chemistry practical demonstrator acted in the same way >:)

Ohhhh Ammmm Geeee

2010-07-30T22:32:00.004+08:00

1. My current life in Melbourne is excruciatingly boring. Nothing engrosses me at all. I'm like a fixed-time-functioning toy. Goes to Uni, Lectures, Lunch, Lectures, Home. A dull routine. Weekend? Goes to Victoria Market for groceries and that's it.

2. Online data for Peak Hour already finished. Can't access to any website is kinda irritating as I can't get rid of my boredom. Sigh~ =\

3. Wanted to join some clubs but I dread that it would be as hectic like SAC. I'm through with positions & commitments. I miss the time being just a normal member and all I have to do is just follow the majorities.

4. Can't deny the fact that Melbourne got no shopping mall like Sunway Pyramid, it doesn't bores me no matter how many times I go. Kinda disappointed.

5. Despite being here at Australia for months, it's still pretty hard to get along with the locals. I'm the one to be blamed because I don't pub and club as enthusiastically like them. I'm just an ordinary yet "typical" fella that likes to have a easy-going life that doesn't needs any materials to get satisfied.

6. The good news are, I have a awesome Chemistry tutor, pretty good lecturers and Japanese tutors with lots of sense of humour. Practicals yet to commence. Hopefully I'll have fantastic demonstrators as well.

7. I hate the fact of having cold sore. It picks on my nerves, too bad it cannot be eradicated.

8. Never tried running an hour in the rest of my life but somehow I tried and it turned out well. 10km in 1 hour & 9 minutes. Gotta keep up the good performance as I have already registered for the 10km Marathon on 10.10.10

9. I'm not a good talker but a good listener. Sometimes pretty detest myself for unable to think of anything to say. Stoning is not my thing but enjoying the ambient atmosphere is.

10. Having few good Uni friends are the start of something new. Thanks guys!

11. Having the thought that I'm a extraordinary person with weird thoughts. Am I undergoing the process of turning from immature to mature? Naaahhh. Me being mature? Hell no. I doubt that would happen.

12. How many of you ever thought of the purpose of life? Not trying to be a pessimist. But my main objective living in this world is to make my life ablaze with the colour of the rainbow.

13. I feel like I'm wasting my time as a teenager. I have tons of things I wish to do now, but Uni is part of the hindrance.

14. If I'm a billionaire, I would travel around and discover the mystery of what I wanted to procure fervently.

15. Sometimes I wonder, the word LIFE. Does hell and heaven exist? I reckon a dead person is like a fella sleeping without having any dreams. And if REBORN is true, once you opened your eyes, it's a brand "new" world to you and you live on again. You will either end up in a poor/rich family background & there goes your new life.

16. Sometimes I believe in Lifestream. When something dies, its soul will return to the Lifestream. And from there, your soul will become soul of either an animal, human or the plants in the world. Everything goes round & round, till the day the earth faces it's doom.

17. Laugh, Cry, Smile, Sad, Frustrated, Annoyed, Disappointed, In Despair or whatever you can think of. Humans are pretty fascinating huh? I wonder what sort of feelings or facial expression do other animals have. What are they thinking and how they feel.

18. Karma. Yeah, a thing that I hold it firmly in my mind. I do believe in karma. Shit things happen to you if you do something bad.

19. You think I'm being emotional huh? No I'm not. Expressing thoughts and writing out the questions that have chiseled in my brain for years. Isn't it amazing to write out the things that play around in your mind? There are so many thoughts to be resolved yet no perfect answer for it.

20. Despite all of the shit things happened in your life, hell yeah, you gotta appreciate every moment in your every day life. Or else being a human full with feelings & emotions is such a waste.

Sem 2's Timetable

2010-07-29T10:16:00.002+08:00

Finalized

Yeah, the naughty me ain't going to the lecture on Thursday

Adrenaline Rush!

2010-07-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

1. I feel extremely confused & and full with anxiety when I encounter something new from the lectures. It gives me the urge to clear the doubts and questions in my mind.

2. I would go crazy & insane in order to resolve the doubts but the time available just doesn't allow my insanity to last that long.

3. Despite all of these, I hate having my last lecture which starts at 5.15pm and ends at 6.15pm. I detest the sky turning dull that quick & the amount of tram working dwindle as the surrounding getting darker & darker.

p/s: Yeah, am much crapping now. Gotta bomb the chemistry right now. Signing off.

Jumbling few post together.

2010-07-26T13:50:00.005+08:00

1st Post:

1st day of 2nd semester was Oookay. I wouldn't declare it was absolutely boring, the fun just getting started. Introductions meant to be made on the 1st day for every subjects. So I will bear with this tentatively dull lectures and tutorials.

2nd Post:

Sometimes, I reckon, remaining silence is actually a blissful moment. Combining your thoughts and soul to be one with the atmosphere & surrounding, it just feels different. I feel calm & in tranquil. But heck, I just don't understand why some people just can't stop talking every moment. They are so desperate to talk, as if they couldn't survive without talking for a minute. They just can't seem to enjoy the moment without talking and will spill anything out to you just because they wanted to talk desperately. Sheesshh... And it makes me feel so awkward when I don't talk, I'm like the one to be blamed for causing a silent atmosphere... Or i'm just a typical fella?

3rd Post:

Many people have been asking me recently. "How did you manage to survive in Winter?" Best answer would be... I'm turning to a frugivore more than remaining just as a normal omnivore?

The Embarked Journey to Adelaide

2010-07-24T05:59:00.012+08:00

I just gotta blog about this before my 2nd semester stars, which is 2 days from now.

The story begins with a plan thought out by my respective boss. Buoyed up by his extraordinary yet exciting plan, I decided to step in and get involved into the game. A friend of mine & Hui Ching, Melissa, ended up with a huge responsibility that was pretty important to us. Thus, she was having a hard time to make up cruel deception deliberately in order to deceive the innocent Hui Ching that was so tempted to know who was coming to Adelaide to visit her. Without wasting much time, I had a long yet crappy conversation with my superior in all the plannings : the date of departure & return, how she will respond & react, the accommodation issue, get in contact with Melissa to plan out everything. Apparently these were what Melissa was pretty good in deceiving her, telling Hui Ching there will be A guy coming, later on told her the person is in between, later on told her there will be A Guy and A Girl coming over instead of just a guy, subsequently told her there will be 2 guys coming. It was hilarious, I bet Hui Ching can give you a full description & I assure you, her expression was priceless, again! ;)

So everything was completely settled, a.s.a.p. as my superior was having his final, yet he sacrificed his time, agonized over the whole thing with me. Time flew, and the day just arrived, the day my superior went to the KLIA & boarded. I would like to express my deepest apology to him as he was forced to wait for me due to some problems =P And I saw it on his facebook :

" In melbourne airport waiting for my private hon who's late... "

Haha, I felt so bad for him. I'm sooooo sorry.

1st Day
After I arrived Melbourne Airport, we met up and he gave me an evil grin (Must be laughing at me because I was late). Walked to the TigerAirway warehouse to check in, and we were forced to wait for 2 hours before boarding. Therefore, my typical boss had so much fun on pinballs & some gaming machines in the waiting lounge & I was dragged in to play racing games with him. Oh yeah, we had Boost as our lunch at that time.

Attracted some youngsters' attention

Now see what was the naughty fella doing

Some books engrossed him deeply and decided to buy it
And I mocked him that he may not be able to buy it due to his underage looks =P

Queuing up and ready to fly off

The interesting part was the "game" we planned together (But mostly was his plan). When we get to choose our seat selection while we were booking our flights, there were 3 seats on each side, we've chosen the seats near the aisle & the window, leaving the middle seat blank. My boss trying to play a gamble, that there will be nobody choosing that seat. And guess what? He was absolutely right! Gave him some face & let him win the game =P

Utilized his an hour of flight reading this book, but end up fell asleep due to exhaustion.

After an hour of trip in the air, we landed safely at Adelaide. Coincidentally, Melissa called me and asked when are we coming over to her apartment. Hung up the phone, we head to the bus stop station, took a bus and get our butts all the way to the city. We had a exhilarating journey, looking & searching for Hui Ching's apartment using the Google Map on my mobile phone. Luckily, my superior was smart enough to check all the nearby places around Hui Ching's apartment, or else we would have a hard time looking for it.

Got our butt off at the Royal Hospital of Adelaide, walked few meters away from its direction, and we saw Melissa across the road. While we were walking back to their apartment, we planned something simple, I will be the one going in 1st, followed up by my boss who will be waiting outside the door.

Melissa opened the door, went in, and followed up by me few seconds later. Hui Ching was surprised (but not that surprised =P) because she already anticipated that I will be coming when she heard somebody will be coming over to stay at their apartment. I thought I had fooled her with Astin's presence in Melbourne, coincidentally. But..... FAILED. So we chatted for few minutes, and I asked her to show me her room. She wanted to do SOME cleanings before I head in because that was the day they had their final exam paper. So after she went into her own room, we urged SS to come in, he hid in the bathroom next to the corridor outside her room. After she opened the door, she was lucky enough to see somebody's hand or body in the bathroom. I bet her mind must be fulled with question marks. After my boss sprang out from the bathroom, hehe.. the awesome part happened.

Hui Ching : " Ohhhh! *Hands covering her face, turned around in her own room for few times* Oh shea shin! ISSSSssssssshhhhhhh! Arghh! Sheashin! "

(I was busy recording the awesome incident)

Hehe. She blamed me for lying. But who cares =P And she started grumbling at the living room. Conspicuously, she was utterly shocked and astounded. Hehe. Words cant be used to describe her expressions and movements. PRICELESS.

We headed out for dinner somewhere in Adelaide, Melbourne Street with a bunch of hers & Melissa's friend.

After dinner, my typical boss, helped them to scrub & clean the bathroom, toilet & kitchen. As you all know, that's HIM. =P

(Alright, I think I gotta cut short everything in order to post the things happened in the 6 days at Adelaide)

2nd Day

Hui Ching was asked to sew the boss's bag. And Hui Ching was so "happy" that she finally knew how to sew. Anyway, that was the day we get to know Arellyn. Since the day I introduced Boost to my boss, somehow, he just like it (So am I, until now). We had Boost for breakfast.

And the main happening on that day was one of their friend's Birthday. Each and everyone was suppose to prepare some meals and bring over to the Birthday Girl's house to celebrate. So without having any idea how it happened, he was called the CHEF. He made Rosemary Chicken for that night.

Making Rosemary Chicken & Sushi Rolls

Group pictures

Somebody just willing to died for him. Mentioned that she would marry him. See how awesome my boss is ;)

3rd Day

We were brought to Hahndorf, a German cottage village and is well-known to have the delicious German sausages (said by Hui Ching & Melissa).

She buried some lady into the soil

Lunch of the day

4th Day

Basically we spent our whole day searching for appropriate kitchenware to cook Italian foods (by our chef of course). Spent the whole day in the kitchen. And me? Spent my whole day playing Counter Strike (Thanks to SS). It was just a relaxing day for all of us except the chef. Hehehe. Thank you laaaaa. But we did help him do all the simple & easy stuffs for him. We just obeyed his orders.

5th Day

Initally, it was the last day of both of us in Adelaide, but the night before, both of us planned to make another surprises for Hui Ching because she was hoping & dreaming if we could stay for another day. So me & my boss changed our flight ticket before cooking the dinner. Our flight should be at 2.35pm. And today morning, she was so worried because SS mentioned that we have to go to Botanical Garden before heading to the airport. Sooo..This is day the 3 CHS-sians spending the day together. You must be wondering why just the 3 of us, apparently Melissa was a little busy, so she ditched us, hehe. Alright. We went to Botanical Garden just a few meters away from UniSA. Hui Ching had such eager to look for her paradise she deemed.

Somehow I just like this picture alot. Don't you agree?

After spending hours to look for it, we finally found her paradise.
Hui Ching was really good in stalking people with her camera.

Relaxing and playing with shoelaces.

Went back home to take some rest...

And the poor fella fell asleep. Must be tired
I had interesting and funny conversation with Hui Ching.

And we headed out for Hui Ching's REAL LAST dinner. Decided to go to Chinese Restaurant as we have already tried a few different style.

"Manyak happy wehhh! Finally they will be leaving tomorrow"

Halfway waiting for the tram, but end up walked to the fountain nearby.

6th Day
Packed our bags and walked to the bus stop to take a bus to the Airport. Sad things happened, shall not reveal =P

And something funny happened, my luggage must be missing Hui Ching a lot, it was not sent back to Melbourne and was left back in Adelaide's airport. Hoho. Kinda annoyed by TigerAirway at that moment, not to the extent that infuriated me. Looong story, lazy to describe. On the night of that day, I had dinner with my boss at Lygon Street. Already expected, having dinner with him is soooooo much "FUN". He just reminded me how suffering it was to have dinner with a bunch of Scouts (the typical threesome). But oh well, shouldn't complaint, because it's highly impossible to experience it again. It's sad yet memorable =P

Brought him to the house with full of pantries & cakes

Must be thinking of somebody, with a cup of hot chocolate infront of him

Sent him off at the bus to the airport but miracles happened, he was forced to stay back at Melbourne for another day, haha. Must have grown fond of this place. *Laugh at you*

And I had the awesome moment playing Counter Strike with him. 1 on 1 using my own computer & his own laptop. Woohoo! And I pawned him xD Okay lah, have to thank him for giving me the game. Apparently there's no games in my computer except Plant Versus Zombie.

7th Day
Initial plan was, I head to the airport and get my luggage, but I felt lazy in the morning, and went back to sleep. Till 12pm... Both of us played Counter Strike till 2pm and head out for "breakfast" Brought my superior around Melbourne and he was fascinated by a guy doing drawings using liquor sprays, brought him to the state library (the designs were awesome and cool), brought him to walk around Melbourne Uni because we gotta fly off that night, could have gone to better places.

Drawing, Spraying..

The Masterpiece

Had dinner at the restaurant below my apartment.

Went to the airport with him, got my luggage and sent him off. It's reasonable and acceptable for me to say "Thanks for visiting", but my boss said " No! Thank YOU "

Lol. Okay. But my holiday wouldn't be that awesome if you never planned the trip to Adelaide. Deepest gratitude from me that couldn't be expressed in terms of words, really thank you for everything.

Well, lots of thing happened after I got into 4S2. With bunch of retards! Yes retards like Wei Kuang, Li Shawn & the 1 that have been giving much supports and strength to them - Shea Shin. (Okay, he's not a retard, he's a naughty fella with a pair of itchy hands) Yeah, and one of the happenings that cannot be forgotten, I got played like a TOY back in the class. Got swung here & there, got tackled most of the time without notice, got my hand tied with my SHOELACE. Got to know him even more after he lend his strength to the band being part of the Colour Guards. Then everyone of us had our class trip & went to Langkawi, Chinese New Year celebration at his house, yumcha session out of randomness with Wei Kuang, Li Shawn & Bi Wei. And a lot more happened. Eventually & without knowing when, he became my boss, haha.

From classmates - -> Band buddies - -> Crappy stuffs - -> Trip to Australia - -> "Unknown"

I shall wait and see what sort of funny & awesome things you're going to plan. Anyway, really thank you and I hope you could have much more fun during your holidays. Shall see you again one day ;) Thanks for everything Shea Shin.

p/s: Yeaaahhh... he had so much fun mocking me about something... Sooo much fun eh? It's alright. I shall enjoy being teased while I can be. Your private Hon shall concede without going against you. Bleh.

The post should have lots of grammatical error, and I'm lazy to rectify it. Bear with it. Or just close it. Tee-hee

Question

2010-07-19T11:17:00.003+08:00

Just a simple question that has been circling and pounding on my head:

1. What is the ideal age or when will you be considered as an adult?

Mind to share your thoughts?

Picture Does All The Talking

2010-07-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

Lack of Vitamins?

2010-07-14T12:27:00.002+08:00

Gotta have some breakfast full with vitamins now.

Banana, 2 Apples, Bread with sun-dried tomato

Why?

Because...

Without any idea...

Two, i considered it big, red lumps appeared at the inner side wall of my mouth

Without any known cause...

Zzzz...

p/s: Will be updating trip at Adelaide sooner or later.

Result Published

2010-07-10T00:29:00.005+08:00

Allow me to apologize for leaving my blog in an non-updated period. Had been away for some time.

Shall not further the excursion from the major theme. Yes, the result are published and I'm proud to declare that:

Biology of Cells & Organisms ~ H1 (First Class Honour Division)

Chemistry 1 ~ H1 (First Class Honour Division)

Japanese ~ H1 (First Class Honour Division)

Mind, Brain & Behaviour 1 ~ H2B (Second Class Honour Division B)

p/s: I've done what I could and I think it was great. Sincerely hope for the best for the coming semester. Signing off, ciaoz.

Dull Holidays

2010-06-22T20:13:00.003+08:00

The days where I woke up unwillingly at 6.45am every morning back in the holidays, just to get ready and head to school for band practice, I miss it.

The days where the 1st thing to do when you step into the bandroom, is to head to the case room and open your case and get your instrument out from his dream. Moist your reeds, watch your mouthpiece, select the files from the file cupboards, take a chair, set up your instrument and PLAY!

But currently i'm having a rather boring and non-productive holidays. I got nothing to do at all. Stucking at Melbourne, suffering the cold, eat & sleep everyday. Tedious life.

It would be better if Melbourne Uni would other options for those who wants to take up music. Unfortunately, you have to have at least GRADE 7. Irked me much. What's wrong with them? Can't they have much more breadth for musics. I can spend my holiday by practicing instrument and get ready for the 2nd semester. But they just give me no choice but to dismiss my plans.

Gahhhh! I wish I am a rich bastard. I can do whatever I want at Melbourne, need not to worry about the expenditure. But yeah, maybe I'm the one who to be blamed, cause I ain't a alcoholic nor have any cravings for clubs and pubs. That's what most of the local do here. Yeah, lifeless me. Screw it. Plain and boring fella.

And I have to spend my 5 semester here for a degree. If I'm going to further my studies by taking up Master, hooray~ Lifeless!

Signing out. Ciao.

p/s: Melbourne just isn't my place. Siennnnnnnnnn

Banana Freak

2010-06-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

Picture says it all

Hehe

And yes! They're all mine

My Passion For Drawings Never Dies (But only happens during the holiday)

2010-06-17T19:54:00.003+08:00

Stay tune for more drawings

Happy Birthday Yin Wen =)

2010-06-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to the one who once saluted the judges with the dumbass DM

Happy Birthday to the one that once were my AAIC

Happy Birthday to the one who once were my A. WSL

Happy Birthday to the one who've given me the name COW back at the cinema

Happy Birthday Yin Wen =)

Stay tough and strong!

New Song

2010-06-14T09:07:00.002+08:00

Hi to all bloggers of Dolce Vita =)

Have added another song into my playlist

For You I will - Monica

Please leave a comment =)

Thanks

How I Spend My Saturday

2010-06-12T21:40:00.006+08:00

Let's have a view of my schedule for today (11th June 2010) Shall we?

9.00am ~10.00am - Breakfast and Short Anime clip

10.30am ~ 1.10pm - Clean the windows, closets, Vacuum my room & Change my room's stuffs' position (Cause I believe in Feng Shui)

1.20pm ~ 2.20pm - Vacuum the whole apartment and wipe the windows.

2.30pm ~ 2.45pm - Lunch

2.45pm ~ 5.30pm - Clean the dirty kitchen (50% done)

5.45pm ~ 6.30pm - Jogging

6.40pm ~ 7.20pm - Prepare dinner

7.20pm ~ 7.50pm - Have dinner

8.00pm ~ 11.10pm - Clean the dirty kitchen again (50% done)

11.10pm ~ 11.35pm - Shower & have a small supper

The kitchen was never cleaned before by the previous tenants, thus took me nearly 7 hours to clean the WHOLE KITCHEN, including the cupboards and drawers. Initially it was yellowish white, and now is totally white. The oven initially was freaking dirty, and now let's see how clean it is =)

To the extent that the oven can be used to CAMWHORE. LOL

See how clean it is ?! Initially there's NO REFLECTION at all.

Argh, should have taken the Before & After =\

Glistening huh?? xD

The cupboards are freaking CLEAN and WHITE now. But can't take a good picture of them. Oh well.

Anyway, I believe that I can be a ........

绝世好爸

OR

绝世好男友

Tee Hee! Alright, I'm freaking exhausted now. Is time to sleep or take a rest.

Ciaoz!

p/s: Never knew cleaning the kitchen can give me biceps, triceps and chest muscle ache ==.. I have a feeling that I would feel terribly bad the next morning == Bathroom tomorrow!

Grow Grow Grow & Grow

2010-05-28T16:56:00.002+08:00

How I wish my mum was here to cut my hair

Mum, Your presence is in a dire need.

You must be laughing at me when you see this picture.

?

2010-05-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

Saw a aging woman wearing a pair of sunglasses, shedding tears, silently right infront of me today while I was heading back to my apartment by the tram..

What happened..?

勉強勉強

2010-05-24T18:00:00.005+08:00

今日：

生物学と科学と人類学と日本語学を勉強しました。私の試験は七日，八日，九日と十日があります。

本とに疲れる。

じゃあ，皆さん，いっしょにがんばります！

じゃね。

ラヤンサン

ｐ/ｓ：名探偵江戸川コナンの映画はとてもおもしるい！とても大好きです

Few Thoughts to be Shared

2010-05-20T13:05:00.004+08:00

1. If you born poor, it's not your mistake. But if you die poor, is your mistake

2. In a day, if you don't come across any problems - you can be sure that you are traveling in a wrong path

3. Three sentences for getting success:
i. Know more than other
ii. Work more than other
iii. Expect less than other

4. If you win, you need not to explain. But if you lose, you shouldn't be there to explain.

5. Don't compare yourself with anyone in this world. If you do, you are insulting yourself.

6. If we cannot love the person whom we see, how can we love God whom we cannot see.

7. Winning doesn't mean always being first, Winning means you're doing better than you've done before.

8. I will not say I have failed 1000 times, I will say I discovered 1000 ways that can cause failure.

9. Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself.

10. Believing everybody is dangerous, Believing nobody is very dangerous

11. If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life, then it means they had never tried a new thing in their life.

12. Never break 4 things: Promise, Trust, Relation & Heart. Because they don't make noise but pains

13. If you start judging people, then you would have no time loving them.

So what do you think? Cheers!

Rich & Wealthy

2010-05-16T14:25:00.003+08:00

Absolutely, without a doubt, everybody wishes and have the eager desire to be rich and wealthy. Same goes to me. C'mon, it's money, who doesn't want it? Lol.

Well, I'm particularly different. I just wish to be rich and make my life even contented. I'm not as enthusiastic as other people that are keen in having Ferrari, Big Houses with swimming pool, golf court, badminton or tennis court and etc. I just wish to have a contented life, with just little things I crave for.

I don't mind living in a wrecked and small house, I don't mind having simple dishes for every meal. I don't crave for abalones, shark fins or anything you can think of.

Simple and satisfactory life, that's it. To be able to live happily with my family, that's more than enough.

Yeah, just a random post again. Something just incurred this thought of mine.

All the best to those who are having their final exam & their Uni exam in June!

See ya mate!

Your Favourite Colour & It's Meaning

2010-05-15T18:22:00.005+08:00

BLUE

Blue is the overwhelming "favorite color." Blue is seen as trustworthy, dependable and committed. The color of sky and the ocean, blue is perceived as a constant in our lives.

As the collective color of the spirit, it invokes rest and can cause the body to produce chemicals that are calming; however not all blues are serene and sedate. Electric or brilliant blues become dynamic and dramatic, an engaging color that expresses exhilaration.

Some shades or the overuse of blue may come across as cold or uncaring. Blue is the least "gender specific" color, having equal appeal to both men and women.

How the color blue affects us physically and mentally
* Calming and sedate
* Cooling
* Aids intuition

Green

Green occupies more space in the spectrum visible to the human eye and is second only to blue as a favorite color. Green is the pervasive color in the natural world that is an ideal backdrop in interior design because we are so used to seeing it everywhere.

The natural greens, from forest to lime, are seen as tranquil and refreshing, with a natural balance of cool and warm (blue and yellow) undertones. Green is considered the color of peace and ecology. However, there is an "institutional" side to green, associated with illness or Government-issued that conjure up negative emotions as do the "slimy" or bilious greens.

How the color green affects us physically and mentally
* Soothing
* Relaxing mentally as well as physically
* Helps alleviate depression, nervousness and anxiety
* Offers a sense of renewal, self-control and harmony

Yellow

Yellow shines with optimism, enlightenment, and happiness. Shades of golden yellow carry the promise of a positive future. Yellow will advance from surrounding colors and instill optimism and energy, as well as spark creative thoughts.

How the color yellow affects us mentally and physically
* Mentally stimulating
* Stimulates the nervous system
* Activates memory
* Encourages communication

Orange

Orange, a close relative of red, sparks more controversy than any other hue. There is usually strong positive or negative association to orange and true orange generally elicits a stronger "love it" or "hate it" response than other colors. Fun and flamboyant orange radiates warmth and energy. Interestingly, some of the tones of orange such as terra cotta, peach or rust have very broad appeal.

How the color orange affects us mentally and physically
* Stimulates activity
* Stimulates appetite
* Encourages socialization

Red

Red has more personal associations than any other color. Recognized as a stimulant red is inherently exciting and the amount of red is directly related to the level of energy perceived. Red draws attention and a keen use of red as an accent can immediately focus attention on a particular element.

How the color red affects us mentally and physically
* Increases enthusiasm
* Stimulates energy
* Encourages action and confidence
* A sense of protection from fears and anxiety

Pink

Pink is a combination of red and white. The quality of energy in pink is determined by how much red is present. White is the potential for fullness, while red helps you to achieve that potential. Pink combines these energies. Shades of deep pink, such as magenta, are effective in neutralizing disorder and violence. Some prisons use limited deep pink tones to diffuse aggressive behaviour.

Pink provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance.

Put some pink in your life when you want:

calm feelings
to neutralize disorder
relaxation
acceptance, contentment

Purple

Purple embodies the balance of red simulation and blue calm. This dichotomy can cause unrest or uneasiness unless the undertone is clearly defined at which point the purple takes on the characteristics of its undertone. A sense of mystic and royal qualities, purple is a color often well liked by very creative or eccentric types and is the favorite color of adolescent girls.

How the color purple affects us mentally and physically
* Uplifting
* Calming to mind and nerves
* Offers a sense of spirituality
* Encourages creativity

Brown

Brown says stability, reliability, and approachability. It is the color of our earth and is associated with all things natural or organic.

How the color brown affects us physically and mentally
* Feeling of wholesomeness
* Stability
* Connection with the earth
* Offers a sense orderliness

White

White projects purity, cleanliness, and neutrality. Doctors don white coats, brides traditionally were white gowns and a white picket fence surrounds a safe and happy home.

How the color white affects us mentally and physically
* aids mental clarity
* encourages us to clear clutter or obstacles
* evokes purification of thoughts or actions
* enables fresh beginnings

Grey

Gray is timeless, practical, and solid. A longstanding favorite suit color, gray can mix well with any color. Although well like and often worn, people rarely name gray as a favorite color possibly because Gray also is associated with loss or depression.

How the color gray affects us physically and mentally
* unsettling
* expectant

Black

Black is authoritative and powerful; because black can evoke strong emotions too much can be overwhelming. A classic color for clothing possibly because it makes the wearer appear thinner and more sophisticated.

How the color black affects us physically and mentally
* feeling inconspicuous
* a restful emptiness
* mysterious evoking a sense of potential and possibility.

Credit goes to : http://www.squidoo.com/colorexpert

Mouse Dissection

2010-05-05T18:57:00.001+08:00

Sorry Mr.Mouse

Amen

Zhini will cry for you

May you rest in peace

Alright, back to Chemistry

Mid-Year ExamTimetable

2010-05-04T16:38:00.003+08:00

7th June - Mind, Brain & Behaviour
8th June - Japanese
9th June - Biology of Cells & Organism
10th June - Chemistry 1

Note: Holiday starting from 10th June onwards till 25th July

This is ludicrous. Why can't they just have gaps in between exams. I rather have my holiday later. All hail Melb-U.

p/s: Stressing. Isssh.

Mode Alteration

2010-05-03T15:27:00.002+08:00

*Beep*

" Nerd mode activated, Hibernation mode deactivating "

*Beep*

" Discipline, Perseverance & Concentration 70% "

*Beep*

" Gotta Maximize it "

*Beep*

" Program Initiated "

*Beep*

" Back to Chemistry "

*Beep*

* Shutting down *

Dissection

2010-04-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

Bloody ~~Mary~~ Heart

anyone?

>=D

Nutritious Dinner

2010-04-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

Simple but nutritious though

Keep me away from illness

Ingredient:
1. Cabbage
2. Carrot
3. Cucumber
4. Tomato
5. 2 Eggs
6. Coleslaw Dressing

& it's filling

=D

New Shoes from Nike Factory Outlet

2010-04-18T17:59:00.003+08:00

p/s: Back to study

Before & After

2010-04-16T23:07:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it is awesome to see how much changes you had after years

Tee hee

Astounding, isn't it?

Life

2010-04-12T20:49:00.005+08:00

2 significant occasion which have changed my perception of life. They can, however, be described and dubbed the GALLANT in the world of disease. Who are they?

1. Ikeuchi Aya

A girl from Japan whom has the disease - Spinocerebellar Degeneration Disease. A disease that the cerebellum shrinks, without any impediment. Cannot be disrupted, cannot be eradicated. In the beginning stage, you will have unsteady in striding, difficulty in balancing your body movements, you will fall down occasionally. In later stage, you have slow respond and reaction to something, you will start to have dilemma and problems moving your body. Every movement would have a jerk in between, your foot cannot move as free as you wished for, a convulsing body, legs and hands. Your strides like penguins, to left, and to right. Heavy weight must be wrapped around your ankle to aid your balancing. Glances, will be one of the issues you have to confront. You will get stared all the time. At later stage, you would have problems in eating. You will get choked by food by yourself inadvertently. You may die if help is not rendered as soon as possible, because, you can't breath at all. Few stages later, you have problems in speaking, not as fluent as you had before. People will have problems to comprehend what you are saying, you will feel alienated. Eventually, you can walk no more, your everyday life will be spent in the hospital, or on the wheel chair. Besides, you cannot talk. A transparent board with words will be made for you. You have to use your fingers to point at each alphabet though it is strenuous act to you. Your hand will get sore in an instance. And what you can do? Wait for the day you die, the day where your body even your organs were paralyzed by the disease.

2. Yee Sook

A tough guy from my school. Have been battling with the disease he had - Leukemia. As far as I know, he's a cool and awesome Dancer. He's the awesome friends in everyone's heart. His journey in this battle, was filled with terror, yet, he confront it with courage and face it optimistically. He asked his friends not to worry for him, he's the superman. He said he was strong and he will be fine, to console his friends' anxiety for him. He was held with high esteem, great admiration by the others. He never failed to smile infront of everyone.

Both of them have been the source of motivation for me. It's true that life is full of obstacles and the path ahead always strewed with difficulties. However, we shouldn't complaint and make a big fuss over a trivia. To compare, our issues are nothing. " Live Your Life To The Fullest", is the word that always cross my mind when I think about them. Appreciate your everyday life, live to the max. Overcome your sorrows, despair, exhale the grievance out from your body. Move ahead and don't be fret. We shall and we should.

p/s: Suddenly had the urge to blog and the silent night over here, somehow, incurred some kind of thoughts into my mind, driven me to blog. Yes, out of random. And yes, let's start the engine and move ahead.

Zombie versus Plants

2010-04-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

It's just a random post btw. Haha

Brraaaaaaiins

p/s: Night

Reminiscing

2010-04-08T21:35:00.004+08:00

That's my life over here. Reminiscing the past in the silent night with the sound of the breeze.

Having hot Milo every night to warm up myself from the cold and gaze on the ceiling or wall.

Daylight saving has came to an end, the day turns dull in a glimpse.

I've grown fond of my abode, where I've grew up in the past 18 years.

And now, it's the new phase of life, but yet to acclimatize. Will I ever?

Clasping the cup and drinking it in sips, realizing I'm now 19. But I feel as if I'm still 17

Cling to my mother every night in the past, I miss the motherly smell of her.

Now I'm in a foreign country as if a fish moved from a river to sea.

Having Easter Holiday is like a nightmare to me. It's evoking my memories and that's what I see.

Desiring to be occupied to fill up the loneliness and so can be pacified.

p/s: dwindled another kg

3rd April 2010 - Happy Birthday Mother =)

2010-04-04T15:05:00.003+08:00

To the one who gave me life
I can give nothing but love
To the star so full of light
to the one sent from up above.

Thank you for the kindness
for everything you do
thank you for the happiness
thanks for seeing me through.

I love you more than anything
I'll love you to the end
you are my mother first
then my very best friend.

It is unusual what we share
everything I do you know,
every beautiful quality
you have in you, I try to show.

Not often enough do I tell you
how much you mean to me
Not often enough do I show you
how your love set me free

To live forever and always
Is what I wish for you.
A long life ever-lasting
for one so sacred and true

You are my special angel
who I always find comfort in
whether life is in a shambles
whether I lose or whether I win

To the one who gave me life,
I can give nothing but love
to the one who genuinely is,
sent from heaven above.

p/s: Happy Birthday Mother =)

To Do List for Good Friday & Easter Holiday

2010-03-30T19:23:00.005+08:00

To Do List:

1. Nihongo ga benkyoo shimasu (Quiz on week 6 & Oral on Week 7)

2. Study -NMR & IF + Revise Chemistry (Quiz after Easter, Tutorial Hour)

3. Study & Revise Biology (Quiz after Easter, Redmond Barry building Level 3)

4. Revision for Psychology

5. Tour around & Familiarize with Melbourne

6. Start doing assignment

7. Exercise

p/s: To my acquaintance who are having A2 trial and or final examination, All the best & Keep Up the Good Work! As for SAC members, Good Luck in your AdventuRace 2010!

Dinner For The Wednesday Night

2010-03-24T16:52:00.004+08:00

Ingredient:

1. Smoked Salmon
2. 2 x Banana
3. Summer Lettuce
4. Coleslaw Dressing

Name:

Salmona-B Salad

Healthy & Look Delicious isn't it =)

P/s: Itadakimasu~

My Dinner of the Day

2010-03-22T14:34:00.005+08:00

Ingredients:

1. One Apple
2. One Banana
3. Summer lettuce
4. Coleslaw Dressing

I shall name it....

Appanana Salad

LOL!

p/s: Itadakimasu =) ~

Self-Awareness

2010-03-17T13:11:00.004+08:00

Concentration - The Magic Key to Success

It is a 13 lettered word. Very simple but powerful. It has a tremendous power that transforms life like a tornado in action. Concentration I'm talking about here means your ability to fix your attention on a particular thing you want to achieve and thoroughly familiarize yourself with that subject until you have mastered the nitty-gritty of the matter and move ahead to achieve your goal. You say no to any form of distraction whatever the sacrifice may be.

Concentration is your ability to do away with destructive habits and build new ones guaranteed to make your life better. Concentration helps you to achieve complete self mastery. You attain a high level of discipline, have great power to control your thoughts and direct them to a definite purpose in life.

You need two vital supplementary keys to automatically condition yourself to attain the power of concentration.

The first principle is ambition. You need to be ambitious before you can use the power of concentration. Living aimlessly in life will keep you at the low ladder of success. You will remain a nobody and people will continue to look down on you. That is certainly not the kind of life you want to live. You want your life to count. You want to be a source of blessing to others. You want to have everything you want in life and be comfortable. You want to move to the next level in your career. You don't want to remain uneducated. Have ambition. Aspire to be great. Take steps to improve yourself then attaining the power of concentration will not be difficult for you.

The second principle is desire. Desire is a chief factor and foundation for any successful enterprise in life. It is like a fuel that drives your car. It is the stimulant that awakes your imagination. Desire starts any good thing you can think of in life. When you combine desire with ambition, you are ready to automatically condition yourself to attain the power of concentration. That is it for you. The magic key of concentration works. Rise up and start to use it to improve your life and future.

p/s: So what are you waiting for ? Stop SLACKING and FOCUS!

Same goes to you Yu Fai!

Same Sex Marriage Parade in Melbourne

2010-03-13T17:20:00.005+08:00

Had a lovely grocery hunting this morning at Victoria Market and at WoolWorth.

Once we came out from WoolWorth, all these happened....

Well, I was pretty amazed and impressed by the courage they possessed. They mustered all their courage and even their dignity to support and protest against homophobia. This is an extraordinary occasion that I have ever seen.

What would happen if our country did the same thing? I'm skeptical about that. However, It will never happen. Why? Because nobody dare to propose nor take the initiative to do it. Abnegating and ducking the facts that the presence of homosexuals have already arisen. People just think they are vile just because they are snogging each other at a corner.

I salute the Australians with great respect! You guys are awesome!

p/s: Back to study =\ Weekend is not even a weekend...

Uni Life

2010-03-10T19:54:00.006+08:00

Well, I wake up at 8.15am everyday and most of my classes end at 6.15pm for Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, except Monday (which ends at 3.15pm) and Friday (which ends at 4.15pm).

After all my lectures/classes ended, I have to take the tram back to my apartment which takes approximately 30~40 minutes. So let's talk about Tuesday~Thursday. By the time I reached home, it was late. Cook and have dinner, wash dishes and etc. After everything gets done, it would be around 8.10pm~8.30pm.

Then, homeworks, revision for the lectures I had for that day, preparations for the seminar, practical or tutorial on the next day. Usually, I'm in a state of fatigue. It is extremely hectic, I would say. Can't afford to play hard during the weekends, I have to use the time to study as well as I did not finish revising for each subject during the weekdays.

p/s: Uni life is not as relaxing as I thought previously and i'm not being emotional please. Just sharing.

Alright, back to neurons and brains now.

Rain with Hailstones in Melbourne

2010-03-06T19:42:00.005+08:00

The season have just changed from summer to autumn recently.

However, surreal occasion had happened this afternoon where there was a rain with hailstones.

The prospect of the city from my apartment was like a mist, it was hardly visible.

After few minutes, the streets were inundated with water and hailstones. It was an environmental disaster.

News abroad that there is a possibility of another catastrophic storm tomorrow and reported that numerous of people are injured and bruises are displayed on their body.

The Saturday Morning at Melbourne

2010-02-27T07:48:00.009+08:00

Woke up in the early morning before the sun dawn. The weather was cold and the breeze aggravates further. It shows no sign of abating. Had ham and salami with whole meal bread for breakfast and off to Melbourne Uni to purchase what is essential for my course.

The tram had numerous of vacant seats and yet to be filled. The street was relatively silent compared to the business days.

Arrived Melbourne Uni approximately 10.20am, wandering around and seek for my faculty's building, intended to look for my allocated group for my biology and chemistry. However, it was closed. To my dismay, I went to the UniBookstore. Displeasingly, it will be opened at 11am. Without reasons, I connected to their wifi and had an urge to update this blog of mine.

The slang of australians have a massive difference compared to the Americans. I'm sceptical about my capability to communicate with the foreigners here. It is impressive yet it is barely audible for me. Well, contemplating that I'm going to be here for 3 years or more, I guess engagement must be taken before hand. Otherwise, my path ahead will be strewed with difficulties and life will be tedious.

Course commencing next Monday. I'm quite anxious about it yet some people were in a state of euphoria. Earliest class at 9am and latest class at 6pm. The thing that is a grief to me is that I did not join any clubs as most of them are about culture, politics and societies. Few of them are sports, but there is no spare time for me as I still need the time for studies, homeworks, assignments and own personal time.

Hope my modem will be delivered asap, my desire to get online at home is haunting me for days! To any Melbourne friends who have been frequently viewing my blog, my contact number is 0425 666 210.

See ya guys!

P/s: my weight dwindled from 60kg to 58kg eversince I came to melbourne. Sigh

Just an Update at Melbourne

2010-02-19T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! I have reached Australia, Melbourne safely.

Sorry for not replying some of your mails. An immense of apologies from me. Currently, I'm borrowing my cousin's line to on for a while.

Due to the fact that my apartment does not has any line, I have to register a line and set it up before I can access internet. In addition to that, I have to acquire my ATM card before I'm allow to set up a line. It is annoyed for unable to online as usual.

I have registered myself a phone - Iphone 16GB 3GS. Using "3" as my mobile plan, i'm required to pay $55 per month, and I was given $350 per month for calls and sms. Initially, it was cool, however, once sms, it was ailing. Poking on the touchscreen everytime is abit difficult due to the size of the keyboard displayed on the screen.

The current season is Summer. However, the breeze is cooling. It is an ambient temperature. My apartment is cozy and it is satisfactory. Though it is summer, the temperature at night approaches to 16 degree. It is almost similar to the temperature at Genting Highland, but of course, it is much more cooler.

Worst of all, I have to take an English Test from Melbourne University. Initially, it was suppose to be on the 19th of February, which is today. But I have made amendment and postponed it to the 26th of February, so that I can be more prepared for it.

I missed my temperate abode, my cozy bed, my mum's dishes, my companions and everything. I missed the blissful moment at Malaysia. How I wish i have a personal jet plane to fly back to Malaysia whenever I wanted to.

Thanks for all the wishes and farewell party from all of you. Truly appreciate it! Shall update more often IF POSSIBLE.

See ya guys!

Thanks & GoodBye

2010-02-15T20:45:00.007+08:00

* These are the photos available tentatively*

Will be departing to Melbourne tomorrow. It is the day where I will be leaving the abode where I used to grow up. I'm starting to feel the nervousness and sorrow of leaving. To leave the place which is full of memories, pains, griefs, elation, friends & family, my heart is filled with anguish.

However, I am pleased with the farewell party organized by my companions with their genuine attempts.

To:

1. Shea Shin - The memories being tortured by you since Form4 is undeniably insane! Yet, it was FUN! Thank you for your fervent and enthusiastic initiatives all the time. Your help, advises & your determinations in fooling me all these years were indeed appreciated & challenging =p Conjecturing the fact that there must be no other bosses can be found in Australia, you are typically awesome! Haha!

2. Wei Kuang - The NOOB that has been gaying & tickling me since Form4 will not be forgotten. Your noob faces cannot be substituted by any people >=D Unable to have supper with you for the following years will be haunting me latter, as you know Melbourne rarely has Mamak Stall after 6pm. Sigh. Don't miss me you fugly noobshit

3. Li Shawn - The one who always get "reprimanded'' by me with the word "Mao" a.k.a bulu. Your gay stories & jokes are peculiar yet LAME =p Go find a gay that suits you. Get a life! Bleh!

4. Bi Wei - The "OH! So funny!" + TVB lady with all sorts of cold jokes. I will definitely miss them. Hehehe. Save it as I shall return someday and lend my ears to you =D Thank you for your intense embraces you'd given. I know your hugs are rare & valuable. So, I should be proud that I got hugged by you right? I know, I am PROUD. Happy ? Lol.

5. Cheryl & Sarah & Wei Wei - I will miss your indescribable tone. Haha! Go find another guy to call. I'm unavailable for 3 of you now. And Cheryl, I love the Birthday Present, LOL. Thanks! Truly love it!

6. Ee Ling, Yi Ting & Pamela - The long ''lost'' friends in HELP College. Did the add maths project together and the time we'd spent together. Thanks =)

7. Chee Siong - I will definitely belanja you after I came back from Australia. No worries, PET PET!

8. Alwyn & Xin Lin - Thanks guys =) I sincerely hope both of you can last eternally as usual. We shall meet someday

9. Shu Ying - One of the Subang gang. Knowing you for almost 6 years or more. Soon you'll be turning to 19. You have been learning and experiencing a variety of challenges. Keep it up! My ears are still available for you if you wanted to rant anything =) Take care and get prettier and better in driving!

10. Li Yen, Samantha, Shwen Nee - We had experienced alot of things in band except Shwen Nee , in college. Rumours & the moment we spent together are great! Best wishes to all of you in your studies! Definitely will miss you guys. And Samantha, your SAKAI will surely miss you. Don't worry =D And to Li Yen, the JTU & K buddy! Hehe. We almost stay back everyday and practice together. Miss those days right =) Continue practising trumpet and be another legendary trumpeter =D

11. Kah Lee & Esther - One of the gang that always have Yumcha session & Karaoke together. I may not have the chance to have it again for the following years. Age of thousand years tortoise & the pink kitty cat, Goodbye! Take care =)

12. Zhini - The band president that always approached me & blow rains of questions on me. One of the perfectionists. And yeah! I won't forget the PRANK CALLS we made! Muahahaha! Kah Lee, Esther, Shu Ying & Me were awesome right !? Hehehe. Don't get too stressed up with your works & all the best =)

13. Yin Wen - Hey girl. You have been tough all these while. Bearing and enduring the pain with yourself. Share with our other form members. They are the intense supporters around you. Best of luck to you =)

14. Yun Ru & Kai-xin - Part of the Subang gangs. Used to went cycling, jogging and basketball together. M8 bus-mate & Metro/Rapid bus-mate. Those days were unutterable. But is a bless to have you guys =)

15. Chun Wai - Hey brother! I guess we won't be able to have fun for years. Thanks for the present, seriously love it. Knowing you since we were primary school students, from Chen Moh table tennis to CHS Band saxophone, DTF & Drum Major. Sharing ideas, thoughts & problems with you throughout all these years totally rocks! I will keep my promise. Keep in touch!

16. Kok Shien - The assistant Treasurer and saxophone band-mate. Getting bigger huh? Hehehe. I think you know what I mean >=D Start deliberating the course you wanted to pursue! Keep in touch!

17. Ru Jun - Hey to the "RuJun RAWKS" woman. Haha! Thanks for willing to share your stories and placing trust on me. We can still keep in touch as usual. But of course, we can't sms as usual. You have experienced and confronted dilemma all these while, you're tough & persevere. Wishing you all the best in your future studies k ? Don't get lazy at home d!

18. Yin Wei - The ex-president. Sleep earlier or else you will get more acne & blackheads! And stop denying you're wealthy! You may deceived the others but you can't deceive my eyes >=D

19. Joyce - Yo! The typical lady which I get to know her more & more and thanks to Facebook Social Interview. Yeah! Stop denying you're cute. You're forever cuter. Bleh.

20. Alicia & Grace - The outing group in College. Thanks to Alicia for always providing the car, but I'm always the driver. Tee hee~ Thanks to Grace for bringing laughter to all of us. Grace, becareful and study hard k? See ya next time =)

21. Ignatius, Lenna, Arthur, Melissa, Hui Ching & G6 - Thanks guys. My college life won't be interesting without you guys =) Thanks! All the best to all of you!

Last but not least, I think I wouldn't have the time to blog as often as previously even though spare time is available. There will be no unlimited downloading & usage of internet anymore in Melbourne. Fair & square services are one of the Melbourne's top priority. After exceeding the Gbs you paid for, and that's it. Either the speed turns ultimately slow or you can't access to the internet. It would be either one, I've no idea how it is.

To succeed, a man must leave the past behind before moving forward

This is hard. But it is a part of life. See ya guys! I will seriously miss the people & the memories we had!

* You will regret for not throwing me into the POND, hahaha! *

Thank You

2010-02-08T14:15:00.005+08:00

I wanted to take this opportunity to express my intense gratitude to:

1. My Mum - had dinner at Zen Restaurant, bought a Nike Shirt 2 Athletic Dept shirt

2. My Brother - for giving me RM238 & brought me to buy desktop

3. My Sister - A Renoma Shirt

4. Saxophone Section - Polo T-shirt with Black,White & Red colour same as our uniform, the awesome handmade card & the surprising Birthday Cake & had dinner at Full House

5. Cheryl Jessie Stewart - For her splendid birthday gift which was remarkably creative

6. Choa Rong, Grace, Aaron & Shwen Nee - for the Toy Dolphin

7. Chun Wai - for being insisted to come out despite having exam on the next day

8. Everybody - who smsed and wished me in FB

Ouch! Yaa-ouch!

2010-02-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

Having blood test tomorrow

Never had one for years

It is annoying for disallowed from drinking water after 10pm

&

I'm THIRSTY

Who Is She?

2010-01-31T03:15:00.003+08:00

She's the one who always chatter beside me but she did it because my priority and safety are her's concern

She never stops working no matter how mentally and physically wrecked she was because she cares for us

She's the woman that has a fervent desire in seeking the best for us simply just because she adores us

She never had a foul temper and goes frantic even if there she's in a state of chaos

She's like the glaring and sparkling light when you're in the profound depth of darkness

She's as strong as an iron man even if she's inundated with an immense of errands and chores

She worked and iron out all the issues with her determinations and perseverance without muttering to anybody

Most importantly...

She's the one who has been nurturing us for all these years without giving up and blame on us

She is decent, temperate, generous, determined and has the pure soul & heart.

I've been nursing this feeling for decades because it was indescribable and cannot be described in terms of words nor it can be replaced in terms of money. All the efforts and sweats of yours are priceless and valuable. I love the way you laugh & the trust you placed in me. You're more than an Angel. You're everything.

My love to you is immense and enormous. I wish you will be blessed and may the joy and peace abide in you eternally.

Mom

I Love You Very Much

You're the best gift I ever had from God

Regretted

2010-01-28T00:10:00.005+08:00

I'm seized by terrible conscience

I should have engaged myself more in sports and activities. Looking at the sports that my Uni is offering indeed hassled me.

I came to realized that I'd never excel in any sports. Never ever able to be outstanding and typical. Or I've not discovered my own potential? When can I? God, please grant me the power to seek myself, to know better and understand myself. Bring myself out from the profound depth of darkness and not residing on the brink of unconsciousness.

My subjects were approved yesterday. Deliberating upon whether I have the time to invest and to expend in sports. To add on, I've been agonizing over the decision I have to make - laptop or desktop. I know it sounds silly, but desktop does has a longer lifespan and is not prone to breakdowns. The current desktop that I've been using has a lifespan of 7 years. Still, it is in a good condition excluding the fact that it may have invaded by viruses long time ago.

The sports provided are fascinating. Well, maybe I should wait till the day it comes. I should make some choices and set in mind first.

Good Night

p/s: Appreciate the samba and curry of Malaysia while I can >=D

The Past & Present

2010-01-26T22:09:00.010+08:00

Time really flies when you turned your head back

Browsing through the photos I've taken when I was still a Taylor's Student, enrolled in the program - South Australia Matriculation

It evoked my memories of being tortured in the first semester. The extremely packed schedule every month; assignments have to be handed in every week, test will be held every week... My companions were throwing tantrum because of these.

And now? I was a an ex-Taylorian. Seeing my juniors enroll themselves in college and start to pursue their dreams, their goals. You could see the flame of their aspiration glowing, the sign of wanting to achieve a remarkable deed.

And me? I'm waiting to commence my degree, which means I will be leaving soon, will be studying abroad. The sudden pangs of apprehension have not strike on me. I have not seized by panic. There is something in my mind, telling me that I can't leave despite the flight ticket and the offer I have. I guess lack of confidence can be used as an excuse?

But I guess I will not be elated when I arrived airport on that day. I doubt I can subdue and or conceal my nervousness. I think I will embrace my mum and tell her I will surely miss her dishes =D

Most of the people said that going to Australia denoting you will have a bright & promising prospect. Personally, I don't agree with that. We can't deny the fact that it has a higher quality of education compared to M'sia yet it depends individually. People without intelligence like me could not give assurance that I could procure what I desire despite the efforts I've placed.

Well, counting down and trying to seize the opportunity to catch up and meet up with friends. See ya.

p/s : I like the sound of the relented rain, especially at night.

Declaration

2010-01-25T00:55:00.007+08:00

Name: Hon Yu Fai

Time of departure : 09.55 am

Date of departure : 16th February 2010

Venue: Melbourne Australia

Airline: MAS

Address: (like who cares?)

Bleach - Kuchiki Byakuya

2010-01-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

Kuchiki Byakuya from Bleach

The Mr. Cool

p/s: Come la oi...

Taylor's Lakeside Campus 2010 Orientation Welcoming PARTY!

2010-01-20T12:21:00.004+08:00

What's happening @ Taylor's Lakeside Campus?

There will be a remarkably solemn event which is called Orientation 2010 Welcoming Party!

As you can see at the picture above:

Date: 20 Jan 2010
Time : 6pm~10pm
Venue: MPH (Taylor's Lakeside Campus)

Events & Activities:
*ECA Recruitment
*Interaction with clubs and societies
*Lucky Draw
*Performances
*Prize Presentation for Mystery Hunt

6.00pm~ Food
6.30pm~ 1st Lucky Draw
6.45pm~ Singing
7.00pm~ Game & Prize Giving
7.30pm~ Dance 2
7.45pm~ 2nd Lucky Draw
8.00pm~ Singing
8.15pm~ Mystery Hunt Prize Giving
8.30pm~ Grand Lucky Draw
8.45pm~ Dance Floor

See Ya There and Let's rejoice for the Freshmen!

Bleach - Kuchiki Rukia

2010-01-18T22:55:00.001+08:00

Kuchiki Rukia from Bleach

Portrayed she's worrying for something

p/s: Wonder what will happen tomorrow =\

Bleach - Orihime Inoue

2010-01-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

&

I drew again after dinner

Orhime Inoue from Bleach

Shall I bring my art block to aus?

Stay tune for more drawings =)

Bleach - Kurosaki Ichigo

2010-01-17T17:15:00.004+08:00

My ever first product in year 2010

Kurosaki Ichigo from Bleach

Incomparable with the real one but I guess I'm satisfied with it

Drawing suck =\

However, my studies suck more compare to my drawings =\

Oh well, fate can be put in words

Injury

2010-01-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

Pelvis bone get slammed by the car door

Incurred immense pain

Unable to walk properly

Worst of all, unable to sleep properly

Should be having a big bruise soon

Life of Work

2010-01-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

After thinking throughout the whole day, deliberating thoroughly, I've decided to confront.

I have been seeing how Nemo, Lalang, Babyboss, KJ and other people as well, ranting about their superior of how unreasonable they were. I thought of giving advise, telling them try to bear with it cause this is the life. Well, is easy to say but when you'd encountered it, you will realized it was not as easy as you said.

1. Babyboss have told me:

" This world is very sinful"
" In this world, 75% of people are like that; 15% are neutrally selfish, they don't harm you; 7% are nice people, who will help you if they were free; 3 % are genuinely loving & want to see you succeed"
"What you are seeing is probably just the tip of the iceberg..."
" Must learn to tolerate and sway away from them.. is a learning process, you keep walking and learning until the day you die..."

2. KJ told before:

" We have to bear with it. This is the world of working"

I saw her ranting and felt bad for her day numerously. Hearing how pressurized she was.

3. Lalang has been ranting about her job in facebook and her blog.

4. Nemo has been ranting how unreasonable his superior was

5. Peter once said that he has to work for his family.

6. One of my friends told me:

" You got to learn to accept boss that is unreasonable.."
" Don't think jobs have nice employer all the time"

More and more were heard from other people. I guess this is just the world. You will face things that are awkward, people would condemn you eventhough you're not completely wrong, decent superior are hard to be found. At the end of the day, you just have to hack it because sometimes choice is not a word for you. Life is awful, it compels you until you have no right to choose.

Most of the jobs are always tedious no matter how much you like it unless you found a good superior.

Until today, somehow, I know how's the world of adults but not teenagers. There aren't things that always follow your will. You've to acknowledge it.

I have not seen the truth of this world.

Self- Analysis

2010-01-08T21:59:00.001+08:00

Before I engage myself in it, I knew the world is made up different kinds of people. I knew there will be always 2 different kind of feelings:

1. Grievances against your superior
2. Delighted and pleased with your work

Throughout the life in band, I've learnt to accept, tolerate, acknowledge, give in & out, endure and much more. These can be done easily when you love with what you're doing. You'll realize you dare to bear with it despite the hardship you've encountered.

But I guess I was not as strong as I thought. I might have just acquired the 75% and yet to mastered the other 25%. I failed in deliberating upon to resume or to drop. But in the end i choose to drop.

I knew I'll disappoint the others. I have yet to achieved the maturity that I should. I thought I was, but it seemed I'm not. I'm still childish as ever. I'm not ready for this world, there are much more to be learnt.

I blamed myself. I chose to leave and this would end up placing suffers to the others. How immature I am.

You guys were great. But I truly apologize that I'm not persevere enough.

I despise myself. I've been thinking throughout this morning. Sitting alone at the sofa and take a deep consideration :

" How are they now?"
" What are they doing?"
" Are they in troubles because of me?"
" I'm such a loser"
" Did they place a high expectation in me for completing this job?"
" They have been treating me so good all these while. We laughed we joked..."
" Did I disappoint him for offering me this job?"
" Maybe he wants me to experience therefore offering me this job"

In short, I'm such a failure.

All I Wanted to Say is

2010-01-08T21:48:00.001+08:00

I'm Sorry

To all of you

Korean Foods

2010-01-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

I missed the food so much

They are mere veggies and meats without any OIL

In another words, without any unsaturated or saturated oil added into the dishes

I'm not used to Malaysian foods right now

I wish I can have Sushi or Kimchi every meal

Stay Healthy is always the best choice

Happy 2010 !!

2010-01-03T23:04:00.005+08:00

Passed the night of New Year eve with Yi Ting, Nicholas, Wen Jie, Chan Toh, Wei Kuang & Shea Shin

Although everybody seemed to be very happy for year 2010

But to me it would be just the same, I felt nothing for it =|

Just that I will be pursuing my degree & having a different lifestyle soon

Anyway, wishing everybody a Happy New Year

To those who have a greater resolutions

All the best to you in acquiring it

And to the people who're going to college soon

I wish you would adapt yourself in the different environment and experience a different lifestyle

&

Thanks to the Yumcha buddies -Kuang,Shin,B.Wei, Li Shawn

Every night of it is crappy yet fun.

p/s: Bi wei, when r u going to drives us out? I'm looking forward to it =)