Dolce Vita

I hate myself, because everytime, when there's an exam coming up, I A-L-W-A-Y-S slack/have no mood to study at all!

Knowing my friends are panicking and studying hard for makes me feel so bad about myself. I tried to study, but starring at the same page for half an hour is seriously ridiculous!

What the hell is wrong with me !?

I haven't had fun since the Uni has started, or should I say since the day I left College

When was the last time you HAD FUN?

Daily routines are somehow fixed, it's boring, always occupied by studies.

I've given myself some breaks, but it always ended up studying because of all the workloads I have.

Seriously, how can those ppl out there can have so much of fun?

1. Seriously need some B-A-L-A-N-C-E in my life

2. Needa get myself to a higher level, shouldn't despise my capability too much. Even if I'm really suck and incapable of doing things, I should learn it on the spot. Hey. Nothing's easy in life.

3. Aim higher, but don't let stress overwhelm you, because S-T-R-E-S-S will bite you back!

Night.

Have the urge to clutter my wall with all the motivating, inspiring quotes to keep the driving force to study O-N.

Got to remind myself every single second when I stare at that wall. Hee.

I'm going to do that soon, just need the free time to make those quotes on cardboards/papers

p/s: I've got to concentrate and have aims.

Here's the thing:

Degree (Overall average of 75% & above in 3 years) + GAMSAT (Doctor Admission Test with a PASS) - - -> Application for Doctor of Medicine - - -> Interview (Passed) - - -> Postgraduate - Doctor of Medicine (4 years) - - -> Internship (1 year) - - -> Resident (1+years) - - -> Registrar (4~6 years) - - -> Consultant/Surgeon/Specialist

Overwhelmed... I'm starting to feel the tension.