Posted by F@i | Posted on 11:33:00 PM | Posted in
I've been thinking for the whole day. Should a person put too much hope on hoping the person he or she like or care of to concern him or her when he or she needs one ? Putting too much hope but at the end doesn't get what he or she hopes for ? Isn't that very disappointed and sad ? Especially to those who really in love and in a relationship. I actually understand their feeling why they will think and feel so. Because frankly speaking, I'm one of them too. Ya I admit it, because is nothing to be a shame of. Things have been keeping in myself for a long duration of time. Hoping for someone and somebody to care and concern, but it doesn't come true. The reality is still the same. I'm trying to overcome it by myself and endure it by myself, but hey people! Everybody have their own limit, is not that you can stuff things into ur bloody red heart until the day you lay down and got a bunch of flowers around you. People do need to express things out, and that's why we got COUNSELOR and PSYCHOLOGIST!
To the people out there, you're not the only one who are tired, me, myself also tired. "To suppress this kind of feeling, I have used up all my energy", Aya, you're right. God bless you. I'm tired,exhausted,frustrated,pissed... I'm getting weaker and weaker and i tried. People always say "ya, I concern about you, who doesn't ? If u thinking to die, people will cry millions or zillions of tears for you". Yes, this is true. But does that make you feel better when the person you really needed doesn't care as much as your other friends ? Everybody have different kind of answers, so I'm not concluding it or answering it.
" This is life", everybody know how to say that. But do they really think DEEPLY what's the true meaning and did they think before saying it out ? I guarantee to you, out of zillions and billions of people in this world, ONLY 5 % of people will think before they speak, especially those encouraging words and so on. People just don't realise what the true meaning of these words, they say it out just to make the person feel better, just to comfort them. But they don't know ! That the person really needs is TRUE CARE. I repeat T-R-U-E C-A-R-E. This also explain why there are so many couples breaking up or the most common case -the man get ditched by the woman, because the man doesn't even cares about the woman at all! He's not able to give the concern and care the woman wants from him. This is the fact people, face it! Eventually, most of us face such case too.
I'm exhausted, sleepless... I think I going to end soon. To those who are reading this or have red it. Please don't get offended, as I'm just telling what I experienced and saw throughtout my whole secondary school life ( Mind in your mind that not many people know what you're doing when you're still in primary school, so I excluded the 6 years and also the day you borned until the graduation day of your kindagarden )
R.I.P
( to myself ) - ( I don't know how much longer I'm going to exsist )
To the people out there, you're not the only one who are tired, me, myself also tired. "To suppress this kind of feeling, I have used up all my energy", Aya, you're right. God bless you. I'm tired,exhausted,frustrated,pissed... I'm getting weaker and weaker and i tried. People always say "ya, I concern about you, who doesn't ? If u thinking to die, people will cry millions or zillions of tears for you". Yes, this is true. But does that make you feel better when the person you really needed doesn't care as much as your other friends ? Everybody have different kind of answers, so I'm not concluding it or answering it.
" This is life", everybody know how to say that. But do they really think DEEPLY what's the true meaning and did they think before saying it out ? I guarantee to you, out of zillions and billions of people in this world, ONLY 5 % of people will think before they speak, especially those encouraging words and so on. People just don't realise what the true meaning of these words, they say it out just to make the person feel better, just to comfort them. But they don't know ! That the person really needs is TRUE CARE. I repeat T-R-U-E C-A-R-E. This also explain why there are so many couples breaking up or the most common case -the man get ditched by the woman, because the man doesn't even cares about the woman at all! He's not able to give the concern and care the woman wants from him. This is the fact people, face it! Eventually, most of us face such case too.
I'm exhausted, sleepless... I think I going to end soon. To those who are reading this or have red it. Please don't get offended, as I'm just telling what I experienced and saw throughtout my whole secondary school life ( Mind in your mind that not many people know what you're doing when you're still in primary school, so I excluded the 6 years and also the day you borned until the graduation day of your kindagarden )
R.I.P
( to myself ) - ( I don't know how much longer I'm going to exsist )
