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11/9/11

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 7:10:00 PM | Posted in


Just when you know life is just too short for you to be worried over trivia issues, how suck your life is, how regretful and remorseful of what you've done, you just can't find the time to do all the things that you wanted to do all these while.

I want to go out and get involved with the societies, join some church groups activities, get involved in more voluntary work, approach and deal with everyday-pressurizing matter, deal with the challenges, it maybe hard and frustrating sometimes, though, the outcome and the experience are extremely rewarding. C'mon, where the hell can you earn these shits by studying every single day??? And yes, University is a massive hindrance for me to do all these things. I really want to defer my course and do all the things that I've mentioned, but life doesn't goes the way you want. You've got to consider this and that, you've gotta get permission from parents, you've to hear grandma stories - Don't waste your time doing all these, you can do it while you're studying along the way. Yeah right, how true is that. That can be true if getting a Pass for all of my subject is fine for both parties, and can still at least get a decent job after i graduate.

Gah, I've got to even study on the coming mid semester break because of those stupid mid semester tests being held after the break. This is ludicrous!

I should be studying for Biochemistry mid semester test on tmr, but nah, just wanna rant a little bit to express my heart-felt-frustration.

Ciao!

p/s: I havent been blogging much, do i ?

Beginning of Semester 2, 2011

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 10:24:00 PM | Posted in


1. Alright, so I spent almost 5 hours on the internet searching for non-profit-volunteering organizations because I want to make some changes to my life, but also to others' life. After hours of research and deep consideration, i've signed up myself as a volunteer to a organization called Make-A-Wish. I think this Org is kinda cool and amazingly inspiring. Only kids between age of 3 to 18 with life threatening medical condition are eligible to ''apply a wish''. They will do their utmost to make their wish happen. Don't you think this is cool? Granting their desire and make their wish comes true, make a smile on their face and make them happy.

2. I Made an appointment with Australian Red Cross on 18th of october for blood donation. Contributing some of my blood and hopefully it could save some who are in dire need of it.

3. Filled my free time with heaps of seminar and workshop to gain some knowledge on how to write a brilliant resume and cover letter, how to respond and react in interviews, what are they looking for at each candidates and etc.

4. Trying to schedule myself for First Aid Course as it is an essential need to get into Medicine. Most probably will get this course done during semester break or at this year end.

5. Other than that, I gotta start reading and improve my english proficiency so that i can achieve good grades for IELTS, and again, it's essential to get into Medicine and also for applying PR. If i'm going to take IELTS at Australia, it's going to cost me AUD 350 ~ RM 1050 (rough conversion); whilst it's going to cost me RM550 if im taking it back at Msia.

6. Oh yeah, and I almost forgot, I need to pay AUD 374 for GAMSAT. A doctor admission test, and not everyone, well, almost 75% of the candidates who took the test didnt get a GOOD RANK. And I'm only saying GOOD, not excellent. You gotta vomit out another AUD 374 to take the test if your rank is unpleasant and insufficient to get you into Medicine.

Well, that's all for today. Heading off to bed soon and I will keep you guys updated.

P/s: Will be updating my blog more regularly.


Movies Arriving the "Scene"-ima

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 1:18:00 PM | Posted in


1. Pirates of The Carribean, On Strangers Tide : 19th May 2011

2. X Men : First Class : 2nd June 2011

3. Green Lantern : 16th June 2011

4. The Cars 2: 23rd June 2011

5. KungFu Panda 2 : 23rd June 2011

6. Transformer 3 : 30th June 2011

7. Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows Part 2 : 13th July 2011

8. Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 1 : 17th November 2011

9. Apollo 18 : 12th January 2012



Hah?

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 9:21:00 AM | Posted in


People deems my tolerance is too nice

Maybe I am

Should I make it to I WAS?

Maybe I should

Why should I care how others would look at me

BOOOOOOOOM

This time, you're "dead" for sure


Some Pathogens caused me nuisance

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 10:06:00 PM | Posted in


Alright, just a short update.

Woke up yesterday in the middle of the night to pee, there was phlegm in my throat, coughed it out, saw a streak of blood in it. Wasn't sure so I coughed the phlegm out twice again. Doubts solved, there was streak of blood.

Went to see doctor today, got asked if i smoke, eat unhealthily. He said at the age of mine, he couldnt think of any possible reason for why there was streak of blood in my phlegm, unless there was a burst of vessels in my throat. Asked me not to worry too much, eat vitamin C and see how it goes, if symptoms persist only do a blood test. Okay, since he was old and looked professional. I nodded.

Have been studying insanely since 30th March until now, 13th April because of consecutive exams being held. Got another test coming on on 15th April. Couldn't get much rest nor entertainment to ease my stress and eradicate the word "lifeless" on my forehead.

Damn. Looking forward to Easter Break. But i reckon i will study during the Easter break too. Why? Because since the day i started preparing for all the test, i pretty much neglected the on-going lectures that were taught. I never bothered to do revision for it after Uni everyday, thus the accumulation of unfinished work. Feeling so unease, so displeasing.

Having a 14.8km of run this coming Sunday (17th April), a.k.a Run For The Kids. Moneys & donation will be given to the Royal Children Hospital to help those childrens, particularly age from 5 months to 10 years old, who suffer diseases or have physical difficulties. And hopefully im not sick by then. (cross fingers).


彼のメッセジ-

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 8:16:00 PM | Posted in

「胸に手をあてて見る。

ドキドキ、ドキドキ。

音がある。

心臓が動いている。

嬉しい。

私は生きている。」



「生きて、ずっと生きて」

彼は言って。

Frustrated

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 5:16:00 PM | Posted in


I hate myself, because everytime, when there's an exam coming up, I A-L-W-A-Y-S slack/have no mood to study at all!

Knowing my friends are panicking and studying hard for makes me feel so bad about myself. I tried to study, but starring at the same page for half an hour is seriously ridiculous!

What the hell is wrong with me !?

Thoughts of the day

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 7:29:00 PM | Posted in


I haven't had fun since the Uni has started, or should I say since the day I left College

When was the last time you HAD FUN?

Daily routines are somehow fixed, it's boring, always occupied by studies.

I've given myself some breaks, but it always ended up studying because of all the workloads I have.

Seriously, how can those ppl out there can have so much of fun?


Hav something to say just before I head to bed

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 8:05:00 PM | Posted in


1. Seriously need some B-A-L-A-N-C-E in my life

2. Needa get myself to a higher level, shouldn't despise my capability too much. Even if I'm really suck and incapable of doing things, I should learn it on the spot. Hey. Nothing's easy in life.

3. Aim higher, but don't let stress overwhelm you, because S-T-R-E-S-S will bite you back!

Night.

Clutter My Wall Up

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 7:38:00 PM | Posted in


Have the urge to clutter my wall with all the motivating, inspiring quotes to keep the driving force to study O-N.

Got to remind myself every single second when I stare at that wall. Hee.

I'm going to do that soon, just need the free time to make those quotes on cardboards/papers


p/s: I've got to concentrate and have aims.

Long Journey Ahead

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 5:42:00 PM | Posted in


Here's the thing:

Degree (Overall average of 75% & above in 3 years) + GAMSAT (Doctor Admission Test with a PASS) - - -> Application for Doctor of Medicine - - -> Interview (Passed) - - -> Postgraduate - Doctor of Medicine (4 years) - - -> Internship (1 year) - - -> Resident (1+years) - - -> Registrar (4~6 years) - - -> Consultant/Surgeon/Specialist


Overwhelmed... I'm starting to feel the tension.

8 To Be Great!

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 9:01:00 PM | Posted in





8 Things to be reminded to reconstruct a whole new self!


Yepi Yep Yep

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 10:12:00 PM | Posted in


1st Post:

1. I think I'm not good at dealing with responsibilities.

2. I think I'm not wise enough to make judgments.

3. I think I don't think deeply about consequences after a decision has been made.

4. I think I'm a carefree and blithe guy.

5. I think I'm bad at handling personal, as in own issues.

6. I'm not good at mixing with people.


p/s: Watching movies plays an important role in helping yourself to realize what kind of person you are. I want to be better.



2nd Post:

a. I think I've injured my knee due to my stubbornness and stupidity. I'll need a long time to recuperate.

b. Too much to be revealed, too much to be unfolded. Pent-up frustration just irritates you a lot.

c. Why life just has to be that gloom when everything seems to be good and all those undesirable issues come up to you?

d. Just can't believe how selfish people can be without having a deep and serious consideration before they make up their mind? Hello! At least bear your own responsibility please, don't abnegate it.

e. It really pisses me off when people acted like it's the end of the day.


Explore The Mysterious Organ

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 4:57:00 PM | Posted in




I'm spending my time reading something that we all have never been given much attention to it.

Interesting story. Thanks to Grey's Anatomy, I get to imagined the situation and how the operation is carried out on an operating table, how a sick or unfortunate brain diseased patient react and respond.

Imma loving it now!


Madness

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 10:03:00 PM | Posted in


I've gone insanely fatigue, mentally and physically. I had:

4 Doughnuts

1 Pancake

1 Big Bowl of Oats with sesames and golden sweet potatoes

1 Banana

Protocol. Have myself a long beauty sleep.

p/s: Someone please kindly remind me to decide whether or not to take GAMSAT this year latest by 15th Jan 2011? Truly appreciated. Life's suck when you have to race with time.

Oh Shit

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 6:40:00 PM | Posted in



I just realized I have so many things to get done for Medicine course:

1. IELTS

2. GAMSAT

3. Multi-mini Interview

4. Police Checks

5. Children Checks

6. Infectious Disease Checks

7. GPA weigh at least 75% over my 3 years

8. First Aid Certificate

On top of that, I have to practice and do more readings for essay-like question, critical thinking, humanities & social science, decision making and many more to come. But before that, I really really have to get myself ready to speak eloquently, flawless, words come one after another.

I think I have to get myself to the library this holiday to do all the preparation I can.. Haleluyah.com.

I Smell Something Foul

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Posted by F@i | Posted on 8:38:00 AM | Posted in


Alright people, I know I haven't taken the initiative to blog anything, or something on my blog. Because baby, I'm a dull man that doesn't like to go anywhere, especially when everybody has gone back to Malaysia. How about asking my Aussie friends out? Yeah, we did, but c'mon, they practically grown up here. If they had known somewhere good to go, we would have started planning and get our butts out.

Well, I may seem lifeless, but hey, at least I'm doing something productive. I've managed to get some researches of mine done and am learning how to speak English fluently for I have to. Why? Because you can't successfully pass an interview without having yourself to speak a fluent English. You get interviewed for jobs, postgraduate course (Medicine), IELTS, GAMSAT and etc. On top of that, you need to have a good communication skills to ensure you to communicate efficaciously in the society. Speak eloquently, that's what I desire direly ;)

On the other hand, I just found out that I wasn't given a double (or maybe triple) pay for I had worked on New Year Eve. That's excruciatingly sad :S For those who do not know, I'm currently working at New Zealand Natural. The managers are amiable and generous though, they often offered me hot chocolate, coffee, or any soft drinks when the situation gets intense due to increased number of customers. That's something that I'm proud of, because you wouldn't be able to seek for a good employer, treating their employee well and always cares about you. I've been working hard so far, and given 5 shifts per week for now, but there are 3 shifts that aren't fixed. I only have to come to work if the temperature gets up to 28 degrees or higher. Unfortunately, it has been raining since 2 days ago. So both of my shift has already canceled. Looking forward to working on the 3rd shift.

As for my remaining time, I watch Grey's Anatomy, Pokemon, Horror Movies and Detective Conan. I'm downloading Grey's Anatomy Season 2 and Pokemon Season 10 & 11 at the moment. I must say I enjoy watching all of them, especially Grey's Anatomy. One of the awesome movies that has inspired and made me want to get involved in Medicine even more. Btw, I went out to the cinema yesterday and watched Unstoppable. I must say, it was a B-A-N-G! It got my nerves on, I was really engaged.

B-E-Y-O-N-D A-W-E-S-O-M-E

Okay. Let's stop here and wait for the next post. Signing out!