Dolce Vita

So while we were waiting. She turned to me and said

" Hi, excuse me, sorry, do you mind if I ask you a question? I'm sorry If I'm rude to ask you this but are you a Korean? "

I said " Oh, It's alright, no worries. But apparently I'm not "

She said " Oh, I'm so sorry, haha. "

Door opened. We walked out.

" Do I look like a Korean to you? " Smiled at her

" Oh yeah, I thought you were a Korean. Because we're looking for Koreans to (forgotten what she said, but it was something related to expanding business relationship with Korea) "

" Oh I see, I'm sorry that I couldn't help you " I said

" No no no ~ Absolutely fine. Have a good day! " She said

" You too! Good luck to you. " Waved at her and walked into my lab.

I'm in a dire situation and in need of some incentives to reactivate my motivation for my studies. I've been slacking, doing things that are unproductive and rather do nothing than touch the stacks of notes.

Sometimes I really admire my friends which currently are studying at IMU. They complain that time is insufficient for them, books and notes are like their friends. I wonder how they manage to give in their time on studies. Well, I understand that they are more than 300 hundreds of future dentists and doctors in IMU, probably there's peer pressure among them? Maybe that's the driving force that pushes them to study all the time.

I could barely sense any peer pressure now, probably that's the factor that stops me from studying hard? Or there's a possibility that I no longer seem to care about my result due to the result I achieved last semester? Overconfident? Undoubtedly, I wish I can score 4 H1 instead of 3 H1. But it's the ohm, somehow it's like it has worn off, like a battery. I have to seek for encouragement to "recharge" it again. On the other hand, I find it difficult for me to be persistent in studying. How can those ppl at IMU have such perseverance and determination to study? The course structure for Doctor and Dentist are supremely overwhelming. Won't they feel tired of studying at some time?

Gee.. 30 days left to final exam yet I'm procrastinating as if I have no exam in the next 3 months. Even if you take away my computer, steal my mobile phone or throw away any entertaining devices of mine, I reckon I will still slack and maybe daydream. I just don't feel like doing anything..

Come on... SNAP OUT OF IT!

p/s: I'm so dead...

Date: 09.11.2010 (Tuesday)
Subject: Genetics & Evolution of Life
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 0930 ~ 1230


Date: 12.11.2010 (Friday)
Subject: Mind, Brain & Behaviour 2
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 0930 ~ 1230

Date: 18.11.2010 (Thursday)
Subject:Japanese 1B
Venue: Royal Exhibition Building East
Time: 1415 ~ 1615